Aashik left on Sunday. He moved to the east coast to visit his sister and to continue looking for more jobs. Time is running out on his visa. By July, he'll fly back to his native country if he hasn't found a job.
All I want to do is sleep.
He insisted that I start dating right away, so that I could be with someone while he was gone. It feels like I'm cheating on him. Even though it's at his insistance I do it.
I went out last night with someone. It felt wrong. NOT authentic. Afterwards I came home, didn't even brush my teeth. I just kicked off my shoes, pulled off my jeans and crawled in my bed. Bra still on, necklace on ...
All I want to do is sleep.
He insisted that I start dating right away, so that I could be with someone while he was gone. It feels like I'm cheating on him. Even though it's at his insistance I do it.
I went out last night with someone. It felt wrong. NOT authentic. Afterwards I came home, didn't even brush my teeth. I just kicked off my shoes, pulled off my jeans and crawled in my bed. Bra still on, necklace on ...
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